skip today? I don’t know if I can handle all this emotion building up inside of me on a daily basis. I want to go outside in the grass and dance, do yoga, breathe the fresh air. but this is just hanging over my head. These past few weeks have been bad I don’t even know what’s gonna happen the next two. and the there’s finals. why do college kids always have so much pressure.. and seriously would you just declare your love and get it over with already. no wonder there are more suicides amongst college kids. the pressure is overwhelming. the want to be the best and the disappoint that sets in when you try your hardest and fail. I don’t want to play games anymore. I want to just be me. is that okay with the world? me. I think that’s what scares me the most.
“Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once, you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more. Once you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you deserve. And once, you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be. And when you’re through will all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that needed you the most. But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.”—Anonymous (via brittkayyy)